Actually I am not who you think I am

HELLO HUNTY. how r u guys? what have u been up to recently? I'm so effed up with uni things. Now I seriously am in need for some timeout in a club! hahahahahaha. joking. maybe a short trip to the beach... :'(

Moving onnnnnnnn, I've realised most people around me do not understand me well. Maybe it's because of my personality? I don't really "expose" myself to people around me. I prefer keeping silent than to speak all out. I can really swallow whatever bad things that come to me, unless if it's really unpleasant then I'll voice out! but that only happened like, less than 5 times in my life. LOL. yea you can say I'm really patient but, actually I'm not. Okay that's not the main point. Today I'm gonna share with you guys some things about me that you might not know, or already know maybe? haha. please don't hate me after this. I just want you guys to understand me better! *loves

First point! I'm 22 years old this year (2014) from Kuching, Sarawak, Malaysia. I'm sure most of you guys thought I'm from KL right? or at least I assume so. hahaha. and no I don't live in a  tree house. If you say that to my face imma kungfu kick you so badly that you wish your papa was there to help u. LOL

I'm 184cm, 72kg. Wanna grow taller but my growth is dead. lols. And believe it or not, I USED TO BE 100+KG. ok nothing to be proud of. NEXT................

I love green tea desserts. Shove any green tea cakes or chocolates into my mouth and I'll forgive all the bad stuffs you did to me. LOL. This explains why I love to go to Japanese restaurants because of the free flow of green tea! hahahahaha

I've studied organ for 9 years, which makes me a grade 9 organist. oh and just in case if you're wondering what an organ is, it's a two-layered keyboard. you can usually find organs in churches, if that made you recall what an organ is. hahaha

I have fake eyebrows, which means I draw them to make them look fuller. I'm too unlucky to be born with thin eyebrows. Maybe I should go for a hair transplant on my eyebrows. and I DONT use foundation. i repeat. I DONT. hahaha

Ok this one is a rather obvious thing and I'm sure everyone has somewhat done this. lols. I've been to clubs before......... when I'm still underage. ok don't judge me because I'm sure you guys did it too. Please don't report me to the police.

MY BIGGEST DREAM is to be a DJ. not the one in radio stations but one who spins in the club. I don't consider this job as a "waste" like what some people's parents would say. lol. It's my passion and also my interest to create nice remixes for all the clubbing kakis :D in fact I'm listening to a remix by Hardwell now. He's like my favouritest (that's the only word to describe him) DJ and he actually started DJing since 14 years old omg... so pro! anyway, I wanna be a DJ so badly! lemme know if there's a place that I can learn to spin a DJ table pleaseeeeeeeeeee...

AWESOME! now you guys know more about me. Just please don't judge me cos I'm one innocent fragile kid. hahaha. and oh! I pray every night before sleeping. never skipped. :D till next time, x

LuYourHighness

this song describes me best.

Hey guys. I haven't blogged for such a long time. Life has been really hectic with uni stuff and I have nothing fun to blog about too. I have quite a lot of random thoughts coming to me these few days. I have no idea how to handle life anymore and I choose to just suppress all these thoughts. lol. yes I always choose to run away when I'm facing problems.

Anyway, here's a song that I've always been addicted to since years ago. Never got tired of it. Never failed to be touched by this song.

你要的爱 by Penny Tai

虽然经常梦见你

还是毫无头绪

外面正在下着雨

今天是星期几

But I don't know

你去那里

虽然不曾怀疑你

还是忐忑不定

谁是你的那个唯一

原谅我怀疑自己

我明白

我要的爱

会把我宠坏

像一个小孩

只懂在你怀里坏

你要的爱

不只是依赖

要像个大男孩

风吹又日晒

生活自由自在

I have mixed feelings about the decision I'm about to make. I'm always told to take the first step in faith but I'm also always the one who ended up with disappointments. Fingers crossed now and pray for the best. Till then, x

LuYourHighness

i have never ever.........

HELLO MY CUTIE PIES! lol. Life has been really dull recently. I just can't wait till I graduate and go out there to do things that I like. (opening a pet shop, be a DJ, owning a cafe etc etc)...

Anyway, something came into my mind just yesterday when I was watching YouTube videos. It just popped in my mind that I wanna start doing YouTube videos. What do you guys think? I have never ever tried making a proper video. I do have vlogs in my phone but they all sucked (well, just my part in the video lah).....

Does anyone of you here know what to prepare for a video? I mean, the lighting and also the sound effects. I'm a total amateur in making videos so please guide me or gimme some good advice. And also, what are the types of videos that you guys want me to make? 

This is my current FAVVVV video. Never failed to make me laugh. LOL *twerk twerk*

It'll be really exciting to record my own video. Advise me please. Till next time..... x

LuYourHighness

tips: how to survive this bad weather without skin breakouts!

HELLO BUDDYZ! haven't blogged for such a long time. I have no idea what happened to me. So tired and lazy at the same time. Uni life is really making me mad. I swear i have Einstein hairstyle now. (only when I'm in uni. lol.)

Anyway, back to the topic of the day. All of you should prolly noticed that the weather now is damn hot. it's like living in an oven. I literally sweat after doing anything. Seriously this is how bad the weather in Malaysia now. 

Okay what's so bad about this weather is that it's causing my skin to breakout like mad. i have never had this much acne on my face! not even during puberty. gahhhhhhhhhh. and NO I wont let this happen to my face. acne can grow at any other parts just not my face.

So, what should you do to prevent further breakouts? Here are some tips that I personally find useful.

1) Use your skincare products! I think this is the most important step to have a good skin. Don't be lazy and skip even for a day thinking that all that can be replaced next time. If you feel oily and greasy with those skincare products, just freakin throw them away. They're not suitable for your skin type. Toner and moisturizer should be the basics to your skincare routine!

2) Exfoliation! One good way to keep your skin clean and to be able to absorb extra nutrients is by exfoliating your skin. Choose gentle scrubs to avoid your skin from damage. I've posted about my exfoliating routine here if you are interested to know.

3) Use facial masks. I'm sure this is also an important step to prevent your skin from breakouts. I usually use masks on days I exfoliate my skin just so my skin can absorb the moisture better.

4) DRINK PLENTY OF WATER! Please remember to drink plenty of PLAIN water every day. Everybody should have at least 2 litres of water per day. That's like one big bottle of mineral water plus another small one. Believe it or not I'll fall sick the next day if I dont drink enough water. That's why I have made it a rule of my life to drink at least 4 litres of water per day. nojoke.

ANDDDDDD... I know some of you have been really caring and really sincere to know what's happening in my life. Some of you even inboxed me to wish me luck in er..... you know what and also to know more of my skincare routines. LOL. Well, here's a lil surprise for my loyal readers out there! I'm giving away some facial masks to help you counter this bad weather and to maintain pretty/handsome! hahahahahaha :D no pictures though but I'm sure it'll be packed nicely just for u guys. :D

So, how can you win this giveaway? All you have to do is to like my page on Facebook and tell me what is the best skincare you've ever used. I'll inform the winner through Facebook inbox. Looking forward to you guys sharing your skincare products! :D till next time. x

LuYourHighness

a new beginning

HELLO frenzies. Many things happened to me recently. First of all, I want to say that I'm not a slut nor a whore. People have been bitching about me. Not normal gossips but crazy ones! "eh you know Lucas has been sleeping around". ok don't be freaked out because it's not true at all. Nobody knows me best besides myself. So PLEASE SHUTTUP and leave me alone. what goes around comes around and I'm sure you'll payyyyyyyy!

Ok moving on to my topic today. Gonna share my thoughts about loveeeeeeeeee. PLEASE STAY it won't be boring. 

Many of you have been asking me if I'm single or not. yes I am single BUT..... things just might change. I'm awfully terribly dreadfully DELIGHTED. hahahahaha. weird but true. I feel good and bad at the same time. so contradicting but I'M JUST SO HAPPY ABOUT IT. can't control the feeling and I just wanna splurge em all out but I have to control.

this is literally my happy humsup stalker face. LOL

idk why but I'm just so crazy now omg. My mind is full of that somebodeeeeeeee. can't help it but it's all in my mind. I might just spend 24 hours a day saying that person's name. LOL all time wasted but worth it. hahahahahahahaha so crazy omg can't stop laughing and smiling while I'm writing this. I'm blossoming and just feel like flying. *flap flap my hands* I guess it's normal to feel this way when you're in love. I just hope I'll stay sane so I won't act stupid.

HOWEVER, nothing has happened between us though. idk what should I do. idk how to react. I've been googling for "romantic date ideas" and even some stupid ones like "how to behave while watching a movie". SOMEBODY PLEASE TEACH ME. how I wish I'm born romantic. or i can use black magic ka? hahahahahahahaha NO WAY

whatever that happens in the future, I hope it's gonna benefit both of us. NOT THAT BENEFIT AS IN "friends with benefit" but, more to like we can make each other happy. I just hope this is not a scam lah or else I might just commit suicide another time. LOL. #innocentkidhere

okay. gonna go offz now. pray for me and wish me luck guys! x x x x x peace out

LuYourHighness

exfoliating your skin

HELLO guys. haven't blogged for a long time. how r u guys? how's Chinese New Year so far? hmm... I wouldn't deny that I was slacking and lack of ideas to blog about. Nothing exciting happened in my life lately, just plain boredom each day.

Recently I've gotten myself a facial exfoliator from Envie de Neuf called the Gold Radiance Exfoliating Gel. This is a foreign brand to me and I'm not sure if you can purchase it in Malaysia. I'm sure you can order it online somewhere. 

It's the most gentle yet effective exfoliator I've tried so far. I have a really REALLY sensitive facial skin so I always stray away from exfoliators or facial scrubs which would leave my skin red and flaky. However I'm really impressed with this product. It claims to dissolve away dead skin cells and the 24-Karat gold functions to renew the cells for brighter complexion. Let's see if thing thing really works! I'm gonna show you my exfoliating regime today lol. Please don't mind the flaws on my face. :I

Usually I'll dab 5 lumps on my face. forehead nose cheeks and chin. Lol I know more doesnt mean better but I just wanna get rid of all those debris on my skin gahhh...

spread the gel around your face. smear smear smear scrub scrub scrub :D

soon you'll see the gel turning white and chalky. eww..... lolll.. but it's a good sign cos it's carrying away all the dirt on ur face

ahh! all the white things on my face. my skin is dirtayh omg... :( and my pimple scar is so disturbing :'(

eww face... hahaha. scrub scrub all things away. shoo!

looking at he time. hahaha. i think i scrubbed for around 5 minutes. guess I've put too much of the gel. :I

foooooooooo... i can already see my skin cleaner and brighter !!

wash em off with water. :D

TA DAA! the results.......... :D :D :D unbelievable

ahhhhhh my skin is so bright ! and it felt like baby skin i swearz. so soft so toingtoing I can fall asleep while touching it. How I wish I'm with that skin forever.

Just for your info, I've onl used this product twice since the day I got it. Lol I was kinda skeptical about this at first because I dont feel the need to exfoliate my skin since it's already so thin and fragile and I'm sure I'll feel pain after that. BUT I was really overwhelmed with the soothing and moistirising effect it gives. My skin was totally supple and "toing toing" after using it. totally no peeling and pain after that. so happy lah cos I've finally found the right exfoliator for my skin after such a long time. Totally impressed and you guys should totally try out this product! if you guys know other awesome products, please tell me. I'd love to try out other new products too! :D till next time, x...

LuYourHighness

no ex no sex just yourself

HELLO guys. you guys should have known about my breakup issue from my previous post. Though it wasn't clear enough but I'm sure I've hinted much enough that even a blind man would know. 

It's not easy to get over a breakup. I had to fight with myself to get everything right again. This scene of "you're crying over me and i'm crying over you" is always in my mind. Just like in Korean dramas where two people in love can't be together. hahaha

Since I thought I've gotten over this, I met up with my ex. Such a stupid decision because you know there'll be something that's gonna happen but you just wanna meet up. I'm also scared that I might be too softhearted. So, things did happen. we talked about the breakup. I was so terrified and nervous idk why lol. I changed topic so many times that I felt stupid saying something so random like "let's go see blankets". like serously Lucas Lau you're so dumb lol but I was too anxious to think straight that time.

Then, we went for movies. omg. I was as rigid and stiff as a rock. seriously. damn awkward when my ex made the move to hold my hand. my heart was beating so fast that it almost came outta my throat. not that kinda blushing and happy rapid heartbeat though but I was just plain terrified. gawd the whole movie was so tense but still nice lah cos it was so touching lolllllllllllll. :\

Movie finally ended. I went home. omg I felt like screaming when I was otw home. it's like I'm so dumb and totally confused. all the questions in my head; what now what now what now??? 

but no. it only affected me for a while. 

Then I realised I can actually live my life without my ex in it.

So guys, if your ex ever ask you out, please don't. it'll just make your life difficult and would end up with no change. what's the point of all the awkwardness when you can just live life being carefree and untroubled righttttt?

just be happy and dump your ex out of your life now. :D
\MOVE ON!

till next time. x

LuYourHighness