no ex no sex just yourself

HELLO guys. you guys should have known about my breakup issue from my previous post. Though it wasn't clear enough but I'm sure I've hinted much enough that even a blind man would know. 

It's not easy to get over a breakup. I had to fight with myself to get everything right again. This scene of "you're crying over me and i'm crying over you" is always in my mind. Just like in Korean dramas where two people in love can't be together. hahaha

Since I thought I've gotten over this, I met up with my ex. Such a stupid decision because you know there'll be something that's gonna happen but you just wanna meet up. I'm also scared that I might be too softhearted. So, things did happen. we talked about the breakup. I was so terrified and nervous idk why lol. I changed topic so many times that I felt stupid saying something so random like "let's go see blankets". like serously Lucas Lau you're so dumb lol but I was too anxious to think straight that time.

Then, we went for movies. omg. I was as rigid and stiff as a rock. seriously. damn awkward when my ex made the move to hold my hand. my heart was beating so fast that it almost came outta my throat. not that kinda blushing and happy rapid heartbeat though but I was just plain terrified. gawd the whole movie was so tense but still nice lah cos it was so touching lolllllllllllll. :\

Movie finally ended. I went home. omg I felt like screaming when I was otw home. it's like I'm so dumb and totally confused. all the questions in my head; what now what now what now??? 

but no. it only affected me for a while. 

Then I realised I can actually live my life without my ex in it.

So guys, if your ex ever ask you out, please don't. it'll just make your life difficult and would end up with no change. what's the point of all the awkwardness when you can just live life being carefree and untroubled righttttt?

just be happy and dump your ex out of your life now. :D
\MOVE ON!

till next time. x

LuYourHighness

relationship crisis

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have u guys ever had this feeling of overly attached to someone that you cant spend a second without her/him? you would just spend every minute and every second thinking of ways to tie that person to you forever without him/her leaving you even for a sec. i wonder why did nature build us with such complex brains that we can feel all sorts of emotions and at the same time we have to learn to cope with them or else we'll just go mad.

it's totally not weird or wrong to have that feeling of overly attached to somebody you really like/love. Feeling that way is just a way of showing that you care a lot for the other half and it's also a defense mechanism to keep yourself away from all bullshit people that would hurt you. Even me myself had that sorta feeling when I just wanna tie my other half to me 24/7 and lock her in the room and only let her out when it's "feeding" time. it's like keeping a pet that wants to run away all the time. omg so gross but that's how psycho I am when i'm in a relationship.

However, not all people can accept that clingy and overprotective attitude just because they are not used to being locked up and losing that freedom. I tell you what. If you ever meet such a guy/girl, just fcukin end the relationship cos it wouldn't last long. They only want freedom and just wanna roam around eyeing on other girls or guys. *CAN'T TAHAN THIS SHIT WHY CAN'T YOU JUST CONCENTRATE ON ME!?!?*

Imagine if your partner couldnt even wait for u to finish doing ur business in toilet. gawd that's so freakin ridiculous. example:

girlfriend: i wanna go to toilet lah. wait for me ah..................

boyfriend: aiyah you should have told me earlier so i can just sit down instead of walking u to the toilet

ARE YOU KIDDING ME?! omg. can't do this shitz yo. go get someone who's capable of re-digesting the shit and urine over and over again until they're all gone! or should i just release my fountain to ur face?? *volcanic eruption happening soon* AHHHHHHHHHHH!

ok last thing I find MOST irritating is when your partner tells you your dressing sucks when he/she couldn't even dress up nicely. OMG ARE YOU THAT THICK SKIN?? nobody has ever complimented you for looking good and ur saying this to my face. or maybe you're brought up that way idk...

SO....... the best solution now is TO STAY SINGLE! no need to face all the bullshiz people give to you. nonid to compromise on anything. no need to hear all the complaints! can't bear all these bullshitz anymore. going offz to bed now g'night y'all. x

The single one,

LuYourHighness

Charity Run... coming soon

HELLO fatties. lols. wanna shake off those fats and be healthy? this is the perfect time for u to do so! THE 6th Annual Nottingham Charity Run 2014 organized by The ACE Society Nottingham Uni Malaysia Campus is happening on the 9th March 2013, Sunday at University of Nottingham located at Semenyih, Selangor. Save the date and make sure you guys participate in this stimulating yet healthful event!

It's totally open to public so don't be shy and bring your friends along!


Online registration is available too

Categories are;

A. 10KM Run Men
B. 10KM Run for Women
C. 5km Fun Run

EARLY BIRD REGISTRATION (from December 26th 2013 - January 31st 2014)- online registration only!!

RM35 per pax for 10km run (with t-shirt)
RM15 per pax for 5km run (without tshirt)

NORMAL REGISTRATION(from Febuary 1st 2014 - March 2nd 2014)- both online and booth registration.

RM40 per pax for 10km run (with t-shirt)
RM20 per pax for 5km run (without t-shirt)

BULK REGISTRATION (50 PAX AND ABOVE)

RM35 per pax for 10km run (with t-shirt)
RM15 per pax for 5km run (without tshirt)


**For Fun Run participants, dri-fit t-shirt is available at RM20
**Goodie bag will be provided after the run!!

Just if you're curious about where the money goes to, NO we are not keeping the money... not even a single cent. All proceeds will go to World Vision Malaysia-World Vision Malaysia Children Development Fund! YES that's just how kind and charitable ACE Society is. :D so get ur asses here and be good. LOL

If you have any enquires do drop us an email at charityrun2014.nott@gmail.com

Registration starts : 26th December 2013 to 2th March 2014

FOR ONLINE REGISTRATION:

Bank in fees to:
Bank: Maybank
Account number: 162526256435
Account name: TAN JIA MIN
(Account created solely for the above purpose. Account will be closed one week before the event and transferred to The University of Nottingham Sdn. Bhd.)

For bulk registration, email the list of participants straight to charityrun2014.nott@gmail.com with the scanned transaction slip

Please fill up this online registration form and you are good to go

https://docs.google.com/forms/d/1aLRPZ__-akexKipcrjaWC5ShsVTxaWCVILSQk9RDisQ/viewform

Send a scanned copy of payment transaction with your full name and email address to charityrun2014.nott@gmail.com
(must be similar to the total amount that is written in the registration form)

AS FOR NOTTINGHAM STUDENTS, registration booth will be set up in SA circle from FEBRUARY ONWARD. Do drop by!

Below are the photos of 2013 UNMC Charity Run.. photo credits to Photography Society as taken from Ace Soety UNMC facebook page.

Faces of two of the winners.

If you're wondering, we'll be running to Broga which is famous for the hill and beautiful scenery. It's also a tourist attraction spot if you don't know. So, come and join us! it's for your own good and also to help children all around Malaysia! please help us to spread the news and see y'all there! do good, feel good. x

LuYourHighness

hard living in a world filled with love

Sometimes it’s just so hard to accept the changes happening to us, especially when it’s become a part of your life. It doesn’t matter if it’s you who requested for it, or the world is so against you that you feel like everything’s so unfair. There’s always an end to a start. If you’re fooling around, then don’t put in any effort and end it as fast as you can before damaging yourself. If you want it to last long, put in your biggest strength to maintain it because when it comes to an end, you would appreciate your effort and would not believe how much you’ve grown to be stronger from that.

Speaking of which, I regretted for letting go of the rope. Now I’ve fallen down and the pain is worse than falling down from MountEverest *not that I’ve experienced that pain before. Ok no time for jokes but it seriously hurts*… 

Have you ever felt like you’re lost without any plans? Just wanna sit still and stare at the empty wall and just reflect on all things you’ve done and your happy memories being the saddest part of your reflection. People wouldn’t know or give a shit about what you’re facing because they’re just too selfish and will only tell you “everything will be fine” when you know you would not be okay unless you can turn back time. Everything is so complicated. You have no direction on where to go next, no guide from the one you need, totally left alone like an orphan. Crying is not the best option to solve things, but you just couldn’t stop the tears and you’ll laugh whenever you look at your squinching face when you look into the mirror, and then continue with all the drama all by yourself. When would all this stop? I don’t know but I just hope all these miseries will stop or else I’m sure I’d be qualified for a part in a musical theatre show if I don’t quit all these shitz now. I need plenty of support. Loads of loves. Plenty of advice from you guys. I dislike feeling alienated from the world just because I think I am. 

Tell me what to do.

Passion, Intimacy, Commitment. There’re no obligations in love. Be passionate, feel the intimacy, and commit to what you’ve brought yourself in. If you have accomplished all these, then congratulations to you. As for me, I’m just a sucker living in a world filled with love, and would not graduate anytime soon. Till next time, x

LuYourHighness

exam period pain lol

YES, having exams r worse than period pain even though i've not experienced that kinda pain before. It's all in my mind. I HATE EXAMS especially when I'm not prepared at all. Too many distractions and it's my own fault for not revising but best of luck to myself now, I just wish I can pass this sem's papers. 4 more days to The Day but I've not even done with a single thing. Honestly, not even a single slide from lecture. WHAT SHOULD I DO! can i cheat? or steal the exam papers at night? or just ask a genius to represent me that day omg... please if you think you're capable of helping me please contact me by any means, AND I MEAN IT *despo mood* and I can reward you with plenty of cash!! offz to sleep and gonna start revision tomorrow. my pimples are already out because of my worries... what would happen if I start my revision?? *VOLCANO ERUPTIONZZZ* night night. x

LuYourHighness