life goes on

Hey guys! guess what, I'm left with one more paper and I'm done with uni life for good! I really hope I can pass all my modules or I'll just be a zombie being stranded here for the summer.

Anywayyyyy, I'm still clueless on what to do for my future. I've never imagined me graduating from uni this fast. Time passes by so quickly and I'm kinda terrified to face what I'm about to see in the real world. But I do have some plans in mind though, like being a model/DJ/just an ordinary office job (last resort). DAMN I just wanna get things over with and start off my own life, but how?? I'm too lazy to start from the bottom.. everything is just so far from me.. what if I can't even reach a single goal in life? I'll be a waste to be born into this world. gahhh... any ideas on where I can get modelling or DJ spinning lessons? Please let me know guys I'll appreciate it soooo much!

I've always thought being single is the best. No need for extra worries and quarrels, needless to spend extra effort and time. BUT I know eventually I'll have to stick to a person for the rest of my life. Just gotta embrace what and who I have around me, and follow the flow. Forget about the past and create new wonderful memories. Sometimes I don't know how to express myself cos I'm too timid and afraid of embarrassments. Just gotta change that and be #shameless FOREVER. lol. For now I'm just hoping for the best in what and who I'm with. *fingerz crossedz*

Please do let me know if you guys have any idea on where to go for modelling or DJ spinningz classes. And oh ! any nice gyms that you guys happen to know or go to? tell me tell meezzz! 

sorry for the "z" at the end of words cos that's my new habit.\\

Zhats all for now! Have fun. enjoy life and I'll see ya next time! x..

LuYourHighness

忘了

聽說得走過沙漠 人才會參透快樂

我覺得沒什麼自由的孤單走著

做一個不回家的背包客

聽說得咬口蘋果 能讓真心復活

愛是挺麻煩的 那麼說是很苦澀

但世上所有的人都沒輒

忘了喜怒哀樂

忘了想愛的 忽然我不在乎了

忘了嗎 可以了 我是我

夢飄在雲端 是誰說非得要不可

未來的樣子很多 才不隨便讓愛折磨

聽說得學學因果 我才懂原來的我

在滂沱大雨中 向前衝 等等晴空

瀟灑的看透自己多寂寞

聽說得狠狠哭過 才會讓心笑了

用多長的時空作的夢 畫的彩虹

一眨眼變成無影的微風

忘了喜怒哀樂 忘了想愛的

忘了放不下的 忘了以為的

忽然我不在乎了

忘了怎麼的愛 慢慢忘記了

LuYourHighness

A retreat.

HELLO PEEPS! I haven't blogged for a while and I missed you guys even though I don't personally know you! hahaha.

I was back in my hometown last week with my friend! It's her first time in Kuching and I hope I did break her stereotype on how people in Kuching live on top of trees! LOL. There wasn't much to do in Kuching though. I'd say the favourite part of this trip was the trip to the beach! I've not been to the beach for ages. I'm not an outdoor type of person and I always choose to stay indoors whenever I can. I only love looking at the nature without being part of it. LOL. but, this time it was different. I actually enjoyed the beach. So much I hope I was all geared for a swim in the sea but no, I was wearing long pants ikr wtf fml (just to avoid my skin to darken).

Anyway, it's so convenient to go to the beach in Kuching. The distance was 30+km ONLY. lol. I gotta admit I was like a kid when I saw the beach. So "sakai" (a Malaysian aborigine LMAO) like I've not been there before. Lol. We went there, camwhored, sat down and viewed the sunset. AHHHHHHHHH so romantic but no, she's not my gf. hahaha.

Look at the beach! might not be the prettiest one but it was really cool after a long time not visiting the beach

LOL. she enjoyed the sun

too sunny for me. and i look so short here wtf

pretending to be a "sunshine boy" when I hated the sun

say cheese! the sea looks so ugly here ewwwwww

wtf was I thinking. ignore my hairy legs

LOL I think I need botox around my eyes

Y.P. <3

LULU! that's me! :D

The scenery was so creepy I just had to take a photo of it

arrival of sunset. lol

a capsized jellyfish with a broken hood. LOL. I helped it back into the ocean. :D

peace out yo! was gonna leave the beach. woosh~

sunset. wtf I swear this photo looks nicer through my phone, and even better in real life!

So, what you guys think of the beach in Kuching? I personally enjoyed it, or maybe I was there with the right person? LOL. I seriously would love to stay near the beach next time. So, which is your favourite beach? Share with me so I can plan a trip there! :D till next time, x...

LuYourHighness

My Sugar Bakes, Kuching. My first visit!

HELLOWS! How are you guys? It feels like I haven't blogged in ages. Too busy with uni things, and I also needed some alone time so, yeah. Please forgive me. :(

I went back to my hometown last week cos I was too damn sick with the life here. Needed a short getaway and my father actually booked the air tickets right on time for me to leave this awfully boring yet hectic place. lol. Fyi I haven't gone back to my hometown for almost half a year. The amount of new cafes opening in Kuching is kinda shocking, and the cutest one being My Sugar Bakes. It is a candy-themed cafe with a subtle touch of country, i think. The environment is damn cute and cozy lah and the waitresses there are so friendly. Thumbs up for the service! And the temperature of the place is just right. Sometimes I wonder how cafes or restaurants have this temperature that can make you feel so relaxed and sleepy the moment you step in. :I magic ka?

Since the signature of this cafe is the high tea set, I would definitely not miss out to camwhore with it. It's rather nice lah despite the fact that there wasn't any cute high tea places in kuching before this. The desserts were soso only lah, though i enjoyed the smoked salmon sandwich. Overall presentation was okay. :D kinda pricey though for the quality. I forgot whether it's RM49.90 or RM59.90 for the classic high tea set. Somewhat I had the feeling like they're trying to trick people into buying it just because it's the first cutesy high tea place in Kuching. hahaha but I'm sure they'll improve after receiving several comments from others lah..

white and pink with laminated wooden floor. too sweet lah i'm sure all would love this place

what do you guys think of this high tea set?

diving into the foodiezzz

hello hello? lol

it has a fireplace too. well, not a real one but still enough to bring up the atmosphere

if only i had a daughter. HAHAHA

secret recipes hidden here??

i heard you'll have to wait for half a year if u wanna book your cake. :I

the outside. you'll have to remove your shoes before going in

CANDID! lol

The overall experience was okay I guess. I mean, it's cozy enough for me to actually enjoy hanging out there. But they really have to improve on the desserts though if not people might just stop going there. lol. Or maybe it's just my thing with desserts... Click here to check out their Facebook page. It has plenty of cute cakies for you to viewww. That's all for now. Till next time, x..

LuYourHighness

Actually I am not who you think I am

HELLO HUNTY. how r u guys? what have u been up to recently? I'm so effed up with uni things. Now I seriously am in need for some timeout in a club! hahahahahaha. joking. maybe a short trip to the beach... :'(

Moving onnnnnnnn, I've realised most people around me do not understand me well. Maybe it's because of my personality? I don't really "expose" myself to people around me. I prefer keeping silent than to speak all out. I can really swallow whatever bad things that come to me, unless if it's really unpleasant then I'll voice out! but that only happened like, less than 5 times in my life. LOL. yea you can say I'm really patient but, actually I'm not. Okay that's not the main point. Today I'm gonna share with you guys some things about me that you might not know, or already know maybe? haha. please don't hate me after this. I just want you guys to understand me better! *loves

First point! I'm 22 years old this year (2014) from Kuching, Sarawak, Malaysia. I'm sure most of you guys thought I'm from KL right? or at least I assume so. hahaha. and no I don't live in a  tree house. If you say that to my face imma kungfu kick you so badly that you wish your papa was there to help u. LOL

I'm 184cm, 72kg. Wanna grow taller but my growth is dead. lols. And believe it or not, I USED TO BE 100+KG. ok nothing to be proud of. NEXT................

I love green tea desserts. Shove any green tea cakes or chocolates into my mouth and I'll forgive all the bad stuffs you did to me. LOL. This explains why I love to go to Japanese restaurants because of the free flow of green tea! hahahahaha

I've studied organ for 9 years, which makes me a grade 9 organist. oh and just in case if you're wondering what an organ is, it's a two-layered keyboard. you can usually find organs in churches, if that made you recall what an organ is. hahaha

I have fake eyebrows, which means I draw them to make them look fuller. I'm too unlucky to be born with thin eyebrows. Maybe I should go for a hair transplant on my eyebrows. and I DONT use foundation. i repeat. I DONT. hahaha

Ok this one is a rather obvious thing and I'm sure everyone has somewhat done this. lols. I've been to clubs before......... when I'm still underage. ok don't judge me because I'm sure you guys did it too. Please don't report me to the police.

MY BIGGEST DREAM is to be a DJ. not the one in radio stations but one who spins in the club. I don't consider this job as a "waste" like what some people's parents would say. lol. It's my passion and also my interest to create nice remixes for all the clubbing kakis :D in fact I'm listening to a remix by Hardwell now. He's like my favouritest (that's the only word to describe him) DJ and he actually started DJing since 14 years old omg... so pro! anyway, I wanna be a DJ so badly! lemme know if there's a place that I can learn to spin a DJ table pleaseeeeeeeeeee...

AWESOME! now you guys know more about me. Just please don't judge me cos I'm one innocent fragile kid. hahaha. and oh! I pray every night before sleeping. never skipped. :D till next time, x

LuYourHighness

this song describes me best.

Hey guys. I haven't blogged for such a long time. Life has been really hectic with uni stuff and I have nothing fun to blog about too. I have quite a lot of random thoughts coming to me these few days. I have no idea how to handle life anymore and I choose to just suppress all these thoughts. lol. yes I always choose to run away when I'm facing problems.

Anyway, here's a song that I've always been addicted to since years ago. Never got tired of it. Never failed to be touched by this song.

你要的爱 by Penny Tai

虽然经常梦见你

还是毫无头绪

外面正在下着雨

今天是星期几

But I don't know

你去那里

虽然不曾怀疑你

还是忐忑不定

谁是你的那个唯一

原谅我怀疑自己

我明白

我要的爱

会把我宠坏

像一个小孩

只懂在你怀里坏

你要的爱

不只是依赖

要像个大男孩

风吹又日晒

生活自由自在

I have mixed feelings about the decision I'm about to make. I'm always told to take the first step in faith but I'm also always the one who ended up with disappointments. Fingers crossed now and pray for the best. Till then, x

LuYourHighness

i have never ever.........

HELLO MY CUTIE PIES! lol. Life has been really dull recently. I just can't wait till I graduate and go out there to do things that I like. (opening a pet shop, be a DJ, owning a cafe etc etc)...

Anyway, something came into my mind just yesterday when I was watching YouTube videos. It just popped in my mind that I wanna start doing YouTube videos. What do you guys think? I have never ever tried making a proper video. I do have vlogs in my phone but they all sucked (well, just my part in the video lah).....

Does anyone of you here know what to prepare for a video? I mean, the lighting and also the sound effects. I'm a total amateur in making videos so please guide me or gimme some good advice. And also, what are the types of videos that you guys want me to make? 

This is my current FAVVVV video. Never failed to make me laugh. LOL *twerk twerk*

It'll be really exciting to record my own video. Advise me please. Till next time..... x

LuYourHighness