a brief update

Hi guys. I know I disappeared for more than a month. Was facing all sorts of dilemmas and tbh, I was kinda disturbed and shaky to the extent that I almost er,............. yea. I have so many thought of my own that I find it hard to compromise sometimes. All I can do now is hide and avoid reality. Not the wisest choice I know but this is my personality since I was small I guess.

Recently I received a text msg from somebody that I used to know lolol. Not really the type of msg I would look forward to receiving but I somewhat felt warm and contented idk why. I don't even know how to continue writing now because I should not share my private life with y'all, well at least not without filtering. All I can say now is I shall never do things that will cause me repentance or shed even one drop of tear. Life goes on, but I do hope one day things would be better than how they are now.

Lucas Lau